Lets see...I met Amp about 2 weeks ago on mIRC also, irc.dal.net, on a channel called #pierced.  Now Amp is a different individual, not a bad different ,actually a good different . Hes nice, easy going, he has a great personality, you could have a good time with this guy at any point and time.  You could be down and he will lift you right back up.
If any of you do not know what an ampallang is you can go back to Links and check any of the piercing sites. :-)

Reflection
My mind
My soul
Raging fire
disoriented
Memories of pain
and hatred
wondering
What's next
emotion
strange
The past
It hurts
Still
Love
What is it
Unseen
not shown
Waiting
Drawn out
Anxiety
Future uncertain
Heaven unattainable
Paradise lost
Life
So strong
too long
When can it end?

Seduction
A wrenching twist
My hollow body
Lifeblood flowing
Anger, Hatred, Stinging Pain
Can the flood be stopped
To do so is foolish
It will come again
Empty blackness surrounds me
It beckons with evil desire
Hold back!? give in?
A million opposing forces
Shred flesh and bone
and More, much more
A macabre seduction
by an evil wraith
with unknown purpose
It draws me in
like a beautiful dream
It's not like that
It's a loving kiss
by a putrefied corpse
but it holds me fast
and feeds on my soul

The Storm Within
The stinging rain comes like needles
Rushing torrents of water and noise
These things pale before the storm within

Underneath the placid blue pools
     are a sound and fury that rage deafeningly
Fears, Dreams, and an Insatiable Appetite
     waging war for control
The gatekeeper must not surrender control
     but cannot balance the three forever

Breaking through the rain into the light
The light is a soothing caress
But it can bring no relief

Shadow Land

There is a swirling mass
Multi-colored hustle and bustle
To disguise the games of children
Into the dealings of industry

From the negative land
The shadows observe
Seeing through the masquerade
And smiling grimly

Liberation
A flight of fancy
 on gossamer wings
Above the deep ocean
 of the purest blue
Gazing into the waters
 longing to know them

Intercepted in flight
 ensnared and tumbling
A dark cloud surrounds
 it penetrates to the core
Surrendering to despair
 feeling enslaved like the rest

Yet, there is another
 fliying above the deep
We touch, I am restored
 darkness shattered
All that remains is a longing
 to spread my wings again
 
 

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