I met raven about 7 months ago on  mIRC, irc.valhall.net,  on a channel called #alternative.  Everyone on that channel is unique and wonderful in their own ways. Raven is one of the sweetest guys I have met and he a heart of gold.  I wish him the best of luck with everything that he does!    Love ya!

 
 

WAITING BY A PHONE
While I ponder weak and weary
Doinga report the makes me dreary
With a phone that sits quite near me
Waiting for a ring and nothing more

But as I do this waiting
My mind begins debating
Whether I should be inundating
my mind of this hopeful lore

As time continues to go by
with me wondering why
this happens to me every time
and why it hurts at my core

Suddenly I begin to feel
That God gave me a raw deal
Giving me feelings that can't be real
Hoping for this and nothing more

But my heart begins to sway
and think that God's AOK
and that I truly feel this way
about this girl and no one more

At this point I begin to wonder
Whether telling her is a big blunder
so my heart begins to sink under
to the depths of forgotten lore

So I try to pass away the time
sitting in my room watching Deep Space 9
But emotionally I'm not fine
What still hurts is my core

I now wonder what if she
would ever let it be
and then maybe she will see
that for me its' her and no one more

But now this day is almost done
with talking to my friends my only fun
because this phone has not wrung
Now my heart truly feels torn

Quoth this -<raven>- forevermore

-<raven>-

All My Heart
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I'm in love with the world
all because of a girl
who I love with all my heart

I met her a month ago
she's now my world, thats all I know
cause I love her with all my heart

All day long I think of she
and if she is thinking of me
and if she loves me

How I wish she was here
then I'd say, cause she'd be near
that I love her with all my heart

I dont deserve to have someone
think of me the way she does
case she loves me, I hope, oh so much

Then she tells me I do
I dont believe it, she says I do too
for that I love her with all my heart

One of these days, we will meet
and I think it'll be neat
cause I can say that I love her with all my heart

But til then, all I know
is how much I love her so
with all my heart.....

LOVE GONE MAD
The first time that I saw you
I saw you as no bother
You seemed nice and all
But I loved another

Fate brought us together
so we started to talk
You seemed nice and all
but I loved another

Fate brought us closer
we became good friends
You seemed nice and all
but I liked another

The more we got closer
the better I felt
Your as nice as nice can be
and I kinda like another

I think of you as my best friend
you make me feel wonderful
I can do anything when I'm with you
and I love you

I go to tell you
you say it can never be
I don't care what you say
because I love thee

It doesn't him me until later
what she just said
how I messed everything up
I'm better off dead

I hate myself for hurting you
I killed myself for that
At the funeral I heard you say I love you
I'm happy now because you said that.

-<raven>-
Madness
I rot in this mind
My ideas scare, so he locks me there

I've been here all this time
Waiting here to be, the new version of he

The he that he was, was nothing but a dumb-ass
He never did anything but eat, work, and sleep
The he that he was dies at 13
The part of him isn't there anymore

Depression I've brought to him
Just look at what, this sweet kid now is

Pure thoughts disappeared
Ilve perverted him, disgusted him

The he that he is, is now a better man
He now understands the darkness in this world
The he that he is, is slightly demented
And the scary thing is that makes him the norm
 
 Copyright@1997 Carlos
 
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